tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9291290815990510262012-02-16T23:43:10.453+06:00dr_ehsanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01864893692060130258noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-929129081599051026.post-21468057741532944012008-05-09T02:18:00.000+06:002008-05-09T02:40:30.055+06:00PREVIOUSLY I USED TO KEEP A DIARY....BUT NOW IT SEEMS TO BE BETTER IS THIS BLOG. BEFORE MY DEATH I'LL GIVE THIS WEB ADDRESS TO MY MOM AND BROS SO THAT THEY CAN SHARE MY FEELINGS BEFORE DEATH.....AND IT MAY ALSO BE A NEW EXPERIENCE TO READ GENUINE BLOG OF A DYING PERSON.....FROM MND.....WHAT A DREADFUL DISEASE!!!!!!!! STEFEN HAWKING HAS THIS DISEASE AND STILL SURVIVED.I DONNO WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME.<br /><br />IN FACT HOW HELPLESS HUMAN BEING ARE!!!!THEY HAVE NO SOLUTION TO MOST OF THE DISEASES OF THE NERVOUS SYSTEM....JUST SUPPORTIVE DRUGS R PRESCRIBED WITH A HOPE THAT THE DISEASE MAY REGRESS AUTOMATICALLY.....POOR HOPE..<br /><br />ITS JUST LIKE CANCER.....SLOWLY DYING...<br /><br />I HAVE A PLAN NOT TO INFORM ANYONE OF MY RELATIVES ABOUT MY CONDITION AT THE EARLY STAGE UNTIL I GET BEDRIDDEN.......AS I KNOW VERY VERY FEW OF THEM WILL BE SORRY FOR ME........<br /><br />I'LL ALSO CONTINUE MY HOSPITAL DUTIES SO THAT NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND EARLY...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/929129081599051026-2146805774153294401?l=doctorehsan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dr_ehsanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01864893692060130258noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-929129081599051026.post-68084178853382705632008-05-09T01:32:00.000+06:002008-05-09T01:54:04.243+06:00<span style="font-weight:bold;"><span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span><br />DONNO HOW DOES IT FEEL DYING...FROM RELIGIOUS BOOKS,CAME TO KNOW THAT ITS VERY MUCH PAINFUL...NOW I CAN CORRELATE MY VARIOUS SYMPTOMS FOR WHICH I CUDN'T FIND ANY REASON.<br />FROM MY VERY CHILDHOOD,I NOTICED LESS POWER IN MY RIGHT HAND. <br />NOW I'M HAVING MUSCLE JERKS IN DIFFERENT PLACES OF BODY.I CUD'NT DO MY LAB INVESTIGATIONS TODAY.HOPE TO DO THEM ON SATURDAY....THEN I MAY GET A CORRECT PICTURE I HOPE IF I'M REALLY A SUFFERER OF MND OR NOT......BUT THE SYMPTOMS R SAYING SO......<br /><br />IN ONE SENSE,I'M LUCKY THAT I HAVE NOT MARRIED.......IF I HAVE TO DIE I'LL ONLY CRY FOR MY MOM AND MY DEAR BROTHERS......FOR MY MOM MOSTLY,SHE HAS SACRIFICED HER LIFE FOR OUR GOOD....EVEN NOW,SHE DOESNT WEAR GOOD CLOTH,DOESNT EAT GOOD STUFFS JUST IN THE THINKING THAT HOW SHE CAN GO ON WITH THE SMALL AMOUNT WE GET AS SHOP RENT. I DONT GIVE HER ANYTHING.....<br /><br />ONLY FOR MY MOM AND MY BROTHERS I HAVE TO CRY.<br /><br />AND OFCOURSE I'M WORRIED ABOUT MYSELF.DONNO WHAT TREATMENT I'LL GET IN THE KABAR AND <br /><br />ALSO IN THE REST OF THE WAY.I'M ENGAGED IN DAWAT E TABLIG,BUT ONLY IN OUTLOOK....I DONT SAY MY PRAYERS EVEN REGULARLY ,LET ALONE DOING TABLIGI AMAL.<br /><br />NOW ,WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN I'LL BE COMPLETELY BEDRIDDEN? WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF ME? MY MOM MAY BE BUT SHE'S GROWN OLD....I MAY HAVE TO HIRE SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME...MAY HAVE TO DO A GASTROSTOMY FOR FEEDING AND AN ILEOSTOMY FOR THE CLEARANCE OF THE BOWEL.ALSO THERE SHOULD BE CATHETERIZATION FOR DISPOSAL OF URINE.AND TRACHEOSTOMY MAY BE TO RELIEVE RESPIRATORY DISTRESS.......<br /><br />OH!!!I'VE CAUSED TROUBLE TO MY DEAR MOM ALWAYS,NEVER GAVE AN EAR TO HER SAYING,BUT STILL I MAY HAVE TO RELY ON HER FOR THE LAST DAYS OF MY LIFE.....<br /><br />BUT WHAT WILL BE WITH MY NAMAZ?HOW CAN I SAY THAT?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/929129081599051026-6808417885338270563?l=doctorehsan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dr_ehsanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01864893692060130258noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-929129081599051026.post-39760552596917190502008-05-08T05:44:00.000+06:002008-05-08T05:55:01.135+06:00<span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-weight:bold;"></span></span>I CANT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHEN IT STARTED.......FROM MY MOM I CAME TO KNOW THAT I HAD A DELAYED CRY AFTER MY BIRTH......DONNO THE EXACTLY FOR HOW LONG.AND I CAN ALSO REMEMBER VERY BRIEF EPISODES OF MUSCLE TWITCHING/JERKIN IN MY CHILDHOOD.....BUT WHEN I GREW OLD I ALMOST FORGOT THAT.<br /><br />WHEN I WAS A STUDENT OF MEDICAL COLLEGE,ONCE I NOTICED WEAKNESS IN MY RIGHT FOREARM AND WENT TO NEUROLOGY DEPARTMENT TO THE ASSISTANT REGISTRAR.ACCIDENTALLY OR INCIDENTALLY I DIDNT GO TO ANY SENIOR DOCTOR.THEY TOOK IT VERY LIGHTLY AND SAID IT MAY BE PSYCHOLOGICAL.....I BILEIVED SO AND NOTHING WAS ABNORMAL I FOUND SINCE FEBRUARY(PROBABLY)2008 I STARTED HAVING PROBLEM.<br /><br />I HAD STARTED DOING INSTRUMENTAL EXERCISES,WITHOUT ANY INSTRUCTOR,TO BUILD UP MY MUSCLES. I'M DOING MY POSTGRAD IN ENT DISEASES.<br /><br />NO MORE TODAY,HOPE TO WRITE LATER.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/929129081599051026-3976055259691719050?l=doctorehsan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dr_ehsanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01864893692060130258noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-929129081599051026.post-7152042532968741042008-05-07T22:04:00.001+06:002008-05-07T22:12:33.834+06:00<span style="font-weight:bold;"></span> FOR SOME DAY I'M HAVING MUSCLE TWITCHING ......INVOLUNTARY MUSCLE JERK......ALSO KNOWN AS FASCICULATION IN MEDICAL TERMINOLOGY.<br /><br />I WENT TO A NEUROLOGIST.......AND HE INFORMED ME OF SOME TERRIBLE OUTCOMES.....AMONG WHICH THERES MOTOR NEURON DISEASE.....AND ADVISED ME TO DO SOME INVESTIGATIONS.......NCV AND EMG.....HOPE TO DO THEM TOMORROW.........PRAY FOR ME IF U R READING THIS BLOG....<br /><br />I HOPE TO WRITE SOMETHING MORE DETAILS ABT THE OUTCOMES AND FURTHER OF MY CONDITION...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/929129081599051026-715204253296874104?l=doctorehsan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dr_ehsanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01864893692060130258noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-929129081599051026.post-74626283177275703552008-04-26T15:57:00.000+06:002008-04-26T16:09:57.229+06:00<span style="font-weight:bold;">IT'S VERY STRUGGLING TO LIVE IF U DONT BELONG TO ANY POLITICAL PARTY OR DONT HAVE MUCH MONEY........THEN U'LL FEEL THAT ITS A SIN U WERE BORN IN THIS COUNTRY</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/929129081599051026-7462628317727570355?l=doctorehsan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dr_ehsanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01864893692060130258noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-929129081599051026.post-80654972807940585612008-04-25T21:33:00.000+06:002008-04-25T21:39:47.910+06:00AH!!!!<br /><br />WHAT A HOT AND HUMID WEATHER IN BANGLADESH NOW!!!! <br /><br />I SIMPLY WANT TO FLEE FROM THIS COUNTRY....TO A COOLER ONE......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/929129081599051026-8065497280794058561?l=doctorehsan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dr_ehsanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01864893692060130258noreply@blogger.com0